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Long story, short. My co-worker is sick with multiple infections i was texting a supervisor, discussing this; then i said something to the effect that I feel like a lot of people around me are going through all these difficulties and i'm just slacker me going through life. And she texted back to "count my blessings while i have them" and she's right. But i'm watching my mother die; i'm not dying but i'm watching her die. I'm afraid my wife is going to have a stoke or heart attack from her miserable job and trying to take care of her ungrateful mother. So, am i fine or not?